Tuesday, December 29, 2009
zeekout
Woke up from their noises.
sleepy, just now at 5 had a conference with shiq and friends.
blah3 and sleep. haha.
am at zeek house.
with idris and his cousin.
maybe going home at 2 plus.
i will not be blogging til im home from countdown.
so yeah.
happy new year guys. :)
Signed Off, 8:02 PM
home
Have been staying home for 4 days.
sis went to johor with dad.
mum and step dad working.
im all alone.
rotting.
waiting for ezzrani to come back.
i want cigg la belo.
haiya. nak beli pon susah tau.
i want sweets. to keep me active.
i got the money but lazy to go shop.
and the shop is beside my block only.
lol. nevermind then.
:)
Signed Off, 1:53 AM
Sunday, December 27, 2009
H, ily
This is H. My old lost friend.
I miss you so much boncit.
Last i saw you was at lifes a beach.
We contacted around june 2008 to january 2009.
Thats what i tried to remember.
PAST.
On the phone.
Sharing happiness.
The birthday present.
Plan for meeting after school but it didnt happen.
But now? yeah i know i have change.
Smoking, Drinking and stuff.
Your words were strong enough to changed me.
But you must try to keep doing that.
I need you somehow.
I waited for you to tegur me at 12am.
But now its 4.22am in the morning.
Hmm. nevermind then.
There is alot of day ahead and full of surprises.
Hope to get news from you.
and yar, last long hid with your boyfriend. :)
HER WORDS.
H: aie , i know youre sick of everything thats happening to you . But dont because of people you ruin yrself, and you ruin yr life . Maybe you havent found the right person yet . Maybe its not time for you to really love someone. You just have yet to meet the person who will show you real love . People change, so does love . But being single in the mid-time isnt that bad either bcs yknow....
H: listen here. If you keep doing that, you will be more desperate to be into a relationship . Then when you have relationship, you will feel conquered and all. Cm'mon aie, i know youre not this kind of person right ?
H: wheres the old aie i used to know ? Who doesnt smoke / drink or do any bad stuffs ?
H: cm'mon , dont dissapoint me aie. I hate it when i hear my friends changing into someone who i dont recognise anymore.
H: Like strts smoking / drinking or clubbing when they used to not to do all these kind of stuffs .
H: Love cant really change you, aie .
Labels: somebody trying to change me.
Signed Off, 3:43 AM
home club
i dont know what to say uh.
yesterday.
woke up at 3.
siap and went to town.
met parker, fahfa.
saw fiq, fiqqo, ielah, azzah and fir.
salam them and went to marina gallery.
split up with the 5 of them.
i dont know uh why ehk.
our friendship is spliting up.
blah3. went to alcova.
boring. the good thing we didnt went in.
we went to home club.
its for 18 and above and im 17.
then went to town, met ema and shefa.
walk and talk.
then went back to home club and i just went in.
saw alot of friends.
and its free flow of liquor and stupid beer.
2 cups of liquor(smirnoff and red vodka) and a shot of red vodka.
dance to the stupid remix.
blah3. watching some friends dance with girls.
good for them then.
im just chilling around. then fahfa went home.
me and parker wait for the first bus and went home.
Labels: first club
Signed Off, 3:06 AM
Thursday, December 24, 2009
i found this stupid photo in my vampirefreak.
i look like a scum.
fuck the hair sia.
with the band T. piercings, earphone.
its been 3 years going gig and stuff.
but now?
Party, Club, House party and Chalet.
im addicted to electro, house, 2k9, 2k10, blah3.
i think im going for the countdown beach party.
wooooo. have fun guys and girls. *d=.=b*
Signed Off, 8:59 PM
Home
Awake from loud music at zeek house.
went to wash hair and smoke.
then went to admiralty, bought food for family.
finally im home after two days at zeek out.
bath and eat.
took lappy from sis and blog.
blog is the only place knows me. :D
Signed Off, 8:43 PM
NKI
People were asking you out and stuff.
i know its difficult to get over him.
when you were lonely, i messaged.
trying to entertain you.
but you, trying to avoid me.
you wanted to be lonely,
you can just reply and say i wanted to be lonely for awhile.
and i will respect your decision.
at first you said you wanted to contact me.
trying to change me.
i made an effort to ask how are you.
you didnt reply. hais.
i just wanted to meet you.
seeing you happy.
i dont know uh. im just fucked up with life.
i know im no one to you.
but i tried my best to entertain you.
im sorry yaw.
Signed Off, 12:36 PM
thon.
its been two days i have not been home.
thinking of something, someone.
at first i was angry with my step dad.
he is angry because of rose syrup spill in the fridge.
and i heard he said he wanted to punch my sis.
second thing, friends being sucks.
since they saw her, they tried thier best to asked her out.
i dont know, im just pissed.
im just to stressed up.
Signed Off, 12:30 PM
Monday, December 21, 2009
suziiee
i miss you nurha.
i know im in fault.
i have to bear your sadness.
the last day we talk was at vivo, watching the fireworks.
hugging in the train. a peck.
you said you just wanna be friends.
i just have to respect to decision then.
i know i went out with girls and stuff.
i dont know where im going, what to do and why am i doing all this.
when we were contacting im not lost. i went to school happily.
not im the only one happy. my teacher and friends were happy too.
thanks to you, if not im not going school and quit already.
thanks nurha.<3
Signed Off, 9:29 AM
today
Today, stayed home.
nothing to do, suppose to fetch az'mira but ezlink low.
Hais. hmm. watch movies. PS3. Online.
smoke smoke and smoke.
ok done.
Signed Off, 7:18 AM
Saturday, December 19, 2009
2010
Hey, its been so fast to the end of 2009.
time just pass by like that.
we cant bring the past to present.
forget the past, kiss the present.
think about your future.
the choice you made can change everything.
Loves
I broke with my second last ex early this year.
took 7 month to get over her.
During november, i found may.
she is a great girl.
we broke up due to something.
wasnt my fault.
i want a girlfriend.
Changes.
then life's a beach. started from there i change.
from going gigs and stuff, i went to party, club, house party.
started to drink and smoke.
having sex with any girl.
i have becoming worst.
its a been a great year.
one thing i hate about this year is the money my dad suppose to gave me.
he should give me the money every month till im 21.
he didnt give a single cent to me.
except for my birthday.
My birthday.
watch movie with tyzz.
then met fir, lepak. take pics.
its unlike 2008, 2 cakes. alots of friends.
i know i made a big mistake.
Friends.
i made alot of friends this year.
me and old friends were not in good terms.
so yeah, i want a new groups of friends.
a friends who dont forget each other and who dont talk behide my backs.
a fun, caring and understandable friends.
Death.
my grandmother past away around june.
i know she is watching me.
all the sins and stupid stuff i do.
thank nek for taking care of me for 12 years.
i love you.
Hari Raya.
First day im at johor with dad and step mum.
then went to singapore and raya.
each year, its getting boring.
even though i get 200+. its still not enough.
most of the money wasted on LAN.
Ema is the first one to read this, i knew it.
Signed Off, 12:09 PM
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
morning, rise and shine dear notebook.
our first pic.
aieisboredwithlife.tumblr.com
i wake up with the sound of my family voice running through my ear.
i must learn to be independant.
i just cant be with someone everyday and irritate them.
the wind blow for us, the sun rise and set for us, the skys stay blue for us, the gravity put us together, our love stays around
HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY NOORSAHIDA.
Labels: learn to be independant aie.
Signed Off, 6:44 PM
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
my sassy girl
i watched my sassy girl from just now.
its a sad story. its about a love story.
a korean couple which have fate with each another.
wanna know more?
watch it on youtube. lol.
hmm. i learn alot from that movie.
fate: its building a bridge of chance for your love
Signed Off, 11:32 PM