My life has been in a such disastery way. its difficult to find someone who really cares and love you. i have lack of all that. i needed someone out there to be with me. my friends is always busy and stuff. how about me? rot at home? crying at night? searching for someone like a child searching for its parents? 7 months of suffering from loneliness. 5 months wasted on waiting for my ex. 2 month searching and 4 girls bastard me. woah. the world is upside down. girl bastard boys? hmm. ok.
i have someone in my mind already. im waiting for the right time NDP girl.
Signed Off, 4:25 AM
Alone
kind of feeling alone right now. i hate it when my prepaid is low. cant msg, cant on the phone. always go the feeling of meeting someone cause im rotting at home. how i wish there is someone living near my area. hais. nevermind. you wont understand my situation.
lost.
Signed Off, 2:08 AM
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
kinnalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala
Today going to right about a short cute girl named kinna. :) i saw her many time at city but i no guts to tegur her. yesterday she tegur me at MSN asking who am i and stuff. chat2 and i top up my phone last night just to msg her. lol. we talked on the phone for 2 hour plus just now. talked crap. bercommitment kape? =p. hmm. tonight will be talking again. ;)
First of all, Happy Birthday Sarah Diyana Zainol, Nabilah, Rashimah, Zuhairah and Haiqal. May Allah bless you.
Went to Nabilah and Rashimah Chalet I had fun at the chalet. Sorry if i make you guys difficult or something on the first day, You know what.
Hmm, second day, there are alot more people from yesterday. Sorry if i slept yesterday, im tired from yesterday's day. Swim, soccer, talk, laughing out loud. It's my day. I talk alot of crap that is out of this world thats make people laugh. Nonsense aie. Hmm, Did nothing and went to sleep.
woke up and swim around in the pool. went to ate and went home.
I did a wrong thing over back there, im sorry and i swear to you that you will never find someone like me how talk out of this world.
Signed Off, 6:26 AM
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Facebook
I created a facebook since people asked me to. Find me and add me
Signed Off, 9:57 PM
imy bloggeh
sorry for not blogging for this past few days. been busy with school. move on a again. happy with schooling. sucks at the outside. Life is being like a bitch. not schooling tommorow. gantung. loves, ruins.
love ruins.
i dont want this to effect your studies, move on R.
Signed Off, 6:55 AM
Saturday, July 18, 2009
FUN
One word for today, FUN. I didnt regret meeting you at all. Today im feel different. Im so happy. The fireworks was beautiful. Fetch my sis and went to bird. Went home with sis and YOU. Sorry if i didnt talk much. Hope that you're happy. Im sorry ros if i hurt you.
You will know what i will type here.
Signed Off, 8:17 AM
Friday, July 17, 2009
alone.
went to woodland town garden alone. see the lake. the sunset was beautiful. how i wish i could bring you there. sat there around 2 hour and watch the fish swimming. then went home. ros knew what happen. muahahaha. keep it low. otp with ros and msg someone. have fun and be safe girl. =D
Signed Off, 5:58 AM
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
lost.
starting from last month i have being strange. i feel like i forget to talk and walk. i lost my confident and stuff. i took the wrong bus and when i wanna talk i need think twice. hais. what wrong with me?!
i feel like being with you but i realised im between the both of you i dont understand why this have to happen forget me, return to him im no one to you i love you there no meaning if i own you.
Signed Off, 8:58 PM
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
I found you back. since i saw that time i kinda miss you. im sorry to kept you waiting for me for the almost one year. i suddenly feel like being with you but you're attached. nevermind. last long my friend. im seriously sorry.
Signed Off, 7:07 AM
great
im feelin' great. feelin' so alive. today suppose to me someone but that someone got CCA. nevermind. hmm. today feel great. went to mum's work and follow her all the way. went to eat and stuff. otp with ros kejap then hear my mum convo with auntie ayu. yeah. then went home. kinda wanna meet that someone. hmm. be happy in your life girl.
Time flies so fast. i didn ask her about shee asked about. fuck. so fucking pissed. went to malaysia. came back. dapat tau dia da uysdhgasiedghwuiedsa. tknk bilang. pfft. sakit hati. feel like going to gig. idk uh. gahh. im madly in love with you, nur sabiha bte rahman. =/
Went to gig. meet hisbullah, shee, golly, shima, kittie, af, ielah, haiqal, fiqq and more. as usual, i hardcore dance. met shabby and zeek at the stage. went to plaza sing then to supreme court to meet lala and her friend. blah3. miss the last bus. on the way to mrt nampak 961 then naik 961 and it was the last bus. inside bus zeek making the long face. lol. my right hand and shoulder hurts alot. :( reach home and sleep.
And girl. i dont disturb your life, why the hell you blog about me. no need for the ***. i deleted our post sia and you still blog about me. wtf sia. i have a feeling of ....
I missed my morning jog. suppose to meet shee. she is busy. shabby with her friend. so tak kacau uh. hmm. met irfeen. tengok die muay thai. then went to his house. lepak. went home. M1 buat prblem pulak. nk msg pon susah. fuck. lol. ok. nk main L4D ni. night girl.
you're my future.
Signed Off, 8:42 AM
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